Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in lexxcat's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, May 21st, 2002
7:54 pm	Which DigiDestined Are You? http://www.heartstars.net/person/digicharactertest.html (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 8th, 2001
6:44 pm	What cat are you? Take the What Cat Are You? test by webkin! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 24th, 2001
7:54 pm	What kind of cat would you be? Persian The Persian is a relaxed observer. She quietly takes in the details of her surroundings and is happiest in her role as a spectator. The Persian will gladly accept affection, but does not often seek it out. Her loving and patient nature makes her an ideal housemate while her stress-free nature will allow her to make friends with whoever stops by. The Persian?s greatest past time is grooming her thick, tangle-prone fur, but it?s worth the effort, because she always looks fabulous! Learn more about the Persian. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 9th, 2001
11:55 pm	Sam dad took him to the vet while I was in work, thinks it might be his kidneys so he's put him on some medicine. You can feel every single bone in his body:( (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 7th, 2001
3:25 pm	My cat is ill again I heard a strange noise when there was noone else in the house and found my cat hunched up over a mess on the carpet. He's been losing weight again; he's all bones again and light as a feather. Last time this happened (weight loss, sickness and diarrhoea) he had to stay overnight at the vets (after disgracing himself on the counter) and was tentatively diagnosed with a thyroid problem, and he eventually got better after an expensive chicken (white meat) diet. Current Mood: worried Current Music: One Week - Barenaked Ladies (3 Comments |Comment on this)
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Thursday, October 4th, 2001
8:26 pm	Extracts from a compilation CD I put together for my ex- (best?) friend.. How do I live without you? I want to know. How do I breathe without you? If you ever go. How do I ever, ever survive? How do I, how do I, how do I live? It takes ordinary people, just like you and me To put a smile on the face of an extraordinary world. Bright eyes, burning like fire Bright eyes, how can you close and fail? How can the light that burned so brightly Suddenly burn so pale? Bright eyes If I told you how I feel about you Would you say the same? And if I wrote it in a letter Would you keep it or throw it away? I never thought I'd feel the way, I'm feeling lately When everything you seem to do just drives me crazy Every waking day, you take my breath away With every word you say, you take my breath away When I look at this world I think about you, Eight years old, big blue eyes and a heart of gold. When I look at this world, I think about you. Over the years I've learned one important thing It's that real friends shall never truly be apart You were there in my darkest time of need With a hand reaching straight to the heart If I could only read your mind, tell me the answer I would find Do you dream of me? And when you're smiling in your sleep beyond the promises we keep Do you dream of me? I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is giving me the best day of my life If heartaches and tears and shadows of doubt Are part of the deal you can count me out But if you're talking about a game I can win You can count me in I'm falling deep in love Falling deeper than before I never thought it would be possible To love you more And darlin' when your eyes meet mine The stars begin to shine We're growing close and falling deep in love Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away Now it looks as though they're here to stay Oh, I believe in yesterday Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be There's a shadow hanging over me. Oh, I yesterday came suddenly Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday Everything that I touch turns to blue When I'm living in a world without you I'm going crazy baby I am missing you There was a time I was your friend But now I feel that time Has steadily broken every chord that bound your heart to mine, to mine. Tell me, is the light still on and Tell me, is there someone waiting still If I should return home, do you still want me, now? I look around to cast my stones, Looking for someone else to blame. It doesn't matter where I look, Because the answer's just the same. I was so childish at the start, Then I grew up and played the game Maybe the answer now for me Is to become childlike again, again. Take my heart away to a distant shore where crying is no more Take my lonely days 'Cos I'll never be lonely when I'm with you. I hope that you trust this heart behind my tired eyes I'm no angel, but please don't think that I won't try and try I'm no angel, but does that mean that I can't live my life I'm no angel, but please don't think that I can't cry She said we're much too different we're from two separate worlds And he admitted she was partly right But in his heart's defense he told her what they had in common Was strong enough to bond them for life He said look behind your own soul and the person that you'll see Just might remind you of me I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry And I know you do the same things too So we're really not that different, me and you So sit on top of the world and tell me how you're feeling, what you feel is what I feel for you Take my hand and if I'm lying to you, I'll always be alone, if I'm lying to you You're my muse You're my rhyme You're the fire warming this heart of mine When you hear me say "I love you" Anna, do you know how much I do? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:47 pm	Woohoo! I have a job! Applied online on 1st, email acknowledgment 2nd, phone call today (4th), starting tomorrow (5th) Working at the Foot and Mouth crisis centre in Llanishen, Cardiff. Just when I was *really* getting badly in debt too.. Current Mood: bouncy (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 1st, 2001
3:30 pm	What's Your True Color? Brown You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart. (Comment on this)
3:10 pm	What Color is Your Aura? We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Crystal vibe. That shimmering, iridescent aura reveals your sensitive, introspective nature. A soft-spoken romantic at heart, you like to think of life as a fairy tale - complete with a happily ever after ending. But when you occasionally misplace your rose-colored glasses, your idealism can take a pounding. That's when you retreat inward, spending meditative time by yourself to restore your sometimes-too-fragile outlook on the world. Because of your delicate sensibilities, you prefer people and activities that don't challenge your ways and views. But once you find a kindred spirit, you're fiercely loyal - friends 'till the end. Quiet and gentle, you're a thoughtful soul with a shining light around you. (Comment on this)
3:01 pm	Ultimate Personality Test Critic You're complex and thoughtful. You look beneath the surface. You're good at chess (or would be if you played). Pondering deep thoughts sounds better to you than going out on the town. But you can be so critical and introspective that even positive qualities can seem like faults. The truth is that you have a very perceptive, gentle spirit. You carry quite a few burdens on those little shoulders of yours. Sometimes the world seems so gloomy that you just want to crawl up in your cozy bed and sleep it off. That shy nature of yours means you like to be alone watching romantic comedies, preferably ones starring Hugh Grant and Julia Roberts. Chances are you hate arguing and other tense situations, which can leave you feeling helpless and confused. But there's a part deep inside you that's aching to make some serious bucks. You just need to figure how to go out and grab it. You hate chaos at work and prefer a structured environment. You avoid co-workers who talk loudly or brandish sharp objects. Sometimes you feel undervalued by your boss, but everyone notices your motivation and talent. You wish you dressed snappier. But you're an original thinker, and people will respect your judgments once they get to know you. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:52 pm	What Type Are You? You are a Renaissance Man Leonardo DaVinci's got nothing on you. A modern Renaissance Man, you know something about everything. You're extremely passionate about anything you can think of, from baseball stats to Dutch art. And you delve into all of them enthusiastically. Women are constantly impressed by how much information you soak up and retain, as well as your spontaneity and sense of adventure. Whether it's because you're extremely well-cultured or due to your romantic nature, they can't help but fall for you. As long as you're careful to keep your wits about you and stay grounded, any gal who winds up with you will feel like she's living on cloud nine. (Comment on this)
2:47 pm	Who's Your Type? Your type is the Girl Next Door Cute, fun, and sweet, your ideal gal is just a stone's throw away - she's the Girl Next Door. She's Sandra Bullock, Doris Day, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one. Naturally pretty rather than glamorous, she's unpretentious and generous. She loves animals and children, and is great with both. You're attracted to her strong values and traditional ways. Although she demands a lot of respect, she's not particularly high-maintenance. Her ideal date is more likely to be dinner and a movie than heading out for a night on the town. She's careful yet spontaneous - a little bit of the Guy's Girl, a smidgen of Sorority Sister (the nice kind), and just a hint of the Hippie Chick. But she's got an appeal that's all her own, which is why you can't stay away. Her winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature make you want to hold on tight and never let go. Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 29th, 2001
1:14 pm	"Statistically speaking, you are a chick." Go figure. Current Mood: indifferent (7 Comments |Comment on this)
1:20 am	Don't ask.   Current Mood: depressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 27th, 2001
12:52 pm	Personality test The Crafter If all the world's a stage, you're the one running the spotlight. You're fundamentally good with tools -- not necessarily just hammers and screwdrivers, but anything requiring manipulation, whether it be musical instruments, weapons, or a jet airplane. Others only dream of being capable of doing what comes so fluidly to you. Sometimes aloof and a bit solitary, Crafters can be impatient at times with others. Quiet by nature, you may not always approach others. When you do, though, you can be a bit demanding when directing others to do things. This annoys others, but also makes you good at getting things accomplished. Sometimes a little push is necessary, and not everyone is capable of making it happen. People will learn to stay away from you when you're busy doing something. You probably have a reputation for getting quite annoyed when interrupted from your work. Enjoy this and use your temperment to your advantage to get your way more often. Possible Careers: Surgeon, Carpenter Lisa says... You're quiet and reserved. However, you are known to sometimes be a risk-taker, enjoying extreme sports. You are interested in mechanical things, particularly how and why things work. You are considered detached and analytical, seeking enjoyment from finding solutions to practical problems. You are loyal to your peers and their value systems, but you aren't overly concerned with respecting laws and rules if they get in the way of getting stuff done. Hey, you don't, by any chance, live in Montana making small letter bombs and writing a manifesto, do you? Just wondering, Ray Finkel. Possible Career: Underwater Basketweaver (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:45 pm	Colour Test Your Existing Situation Unwilling to extend himself or exert undue effort (with the possible exception of sexual activity). Feels that further progress requires more from him than he is willing or able to give. Would prefer reasonable comfort and security rather than the rewards of greater ambition. Your Stress Sources Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which he feels separates himself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. He therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on him and insists on being free and unhampered. Your Restrained Characteristics Believes that he is not receiving his share--that he is neither properly understood nor adequately appreciated. Feels that he is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave him without any sense of emotional involvement. An unadmitted lack of confidence makes him careful to avoid open conflict and he feels he must make the best of things as they are. Feels rather isolated and alone, but is too reserved to allow himself to form deep attachments. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to obtain physical satisfaction from sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally. Your Desired Objective His need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes him restless and he is driven by his desires and hopes. May try to spread his activities over too wide a field. Your Actual Problem Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution which will remove these limitations. Your Actual Problem #2 The fear that he may be prevented from achieving the things he wants leads him into a relentless search for satisfaction in the pursuit of illusory or meaningless activities. (Comment on this)
12:36 pm	Goth 10% Trendy 25% Alternative 40% Conclusion: Quite how you can be both trendy and alternative at the same time it's difficult to see, but, if the test is actually working properly (hah!), then you may be one of those popular kinds of people who pretend to be stupid just so they can cope with the inanity of their peers. (Comment on this)
12:29 pm	Personality Test Disorder Rating Paranoid: Moderate Schizoid: High Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: High -- Click Here To Take The Test -- Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
12:40 am	Test Hello world (3 Comments |Comment on this)